Exhaustion...

Im so tired...
Everything's thrown to me at once. Im almost suffocating..
So much changes occurring, I cant adapt to it at all.
Mentally and physically tortured...
Financial problems leads to more problems. Bag design, Daniel's holiday work, coloring work, 80s fashion show, missing my VIP lately..
Bag design, that will be done soon.. I wish it ends fast =.=
Daniel's holiday work, thank god, Im left with 190 of it. Wed pass up... and then starts the coloring work. sigh.
80s fashion show for Hair Connection on 27th Jan. Crazy dateline, dead last minute.
He can't be with me all the time anymore... Now just have to deal with it I guess. No more use crying every night before sleep missing him.

Im just not me already lately...
Even I get annoyed by myself. Too emotional for everything.. I cant control the stress flow.
I think Im being a brat to him too...
Its always too late to stop cause when I noticed Im being emo, I already press 'send' on my phone.
I guess Ive no one else to go to already...Everyone else in college is just as busy anyway.
I just release all my stress, my exhaustion, my anger, my impatience to him.
When I realized Ive been like a brat to people, it ate me up..
I didnt do it on purpose...
Sorry...
To anyone that I offended lately...