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I GOT A NEW BLOG OMFG!

Its over.

Its officially over.

Im closing down this blog. Mmhmm.
This blog seems to represent me during high school period.
The very childish blog url lol, the posts, the content..

I feel that everything from high school have come to an end.
Friendship, homework, uniform, add maths lol.
I think its time to quit this blog.

Who knows if Im in a mood, I ll start another one =)
I think thats what I ll do.
To start over =)

This blog has become a memory...

My name is Pris and I have bad grammar. Not the worst. But bad. :(

I don't know if I cant fully type this entry without making stupid grammar mistakes. I am so rusty in writing an article already. -.-

Life's been great lately!

I love class without fashion shows ehhe.

I miss blogging so much, but don't know what to blog =.=

Nothing much happened, unlike high school, not much drama in college lol

Update till here lol

Just to post something on my dead blog.

Random College Pictures. [Rare]

We were so busy we don't really camwhore anymore.
Rare moments where I take my camera out.

Haha, we like to play with the garments,accessories and props for the shows.

Of mood boards and sewing machines.

I swear to god I ll have second thoughts about buying stuff outside of the Times Square and Sg Wang area. Everything's like cheap. Downside is yeah,the quality's not as good la, but nothing cant be done when you know how to work a sewing machine~

Anyways.. Update on my life.
Everything's back on track... Work still in a shitload but at least its bearable now~
Im totally not the only one stressed up ok haha.
Theres alot more people in my class that are going berserk. lol.
And I thought my EQ was low. *sarcasm*

Don't feel like updating also -.-
Lifelessness.
Nothing other than the 'normal' routine.
Thinking alot lately..
Im really taking chances doing this course..
No guarantee of fame fortune watever after I spend all this money. *im talking about d fashion shows and mood boards*

Exhaustion...

Im so tired...
Everything's thrown to me at once. Im almost suffocating..
So much changes occurring, I cant adapt to it at all.
Mentally and physically tortured...
Financial problems leads to more problems. Bag design, Daniel's holiday work, coloring work, 80s fashion show, missing my VIP lately..
Bag design, that will be done soon.. I wish it ends fast =.=
Daniel's holiday work, thank god, Im left with 190 of it. Wed pass up... and then starts the coloring work. sigh.
80s fashion show for Hair Connection on 27th Jan. Crazy dateline, dead last minute.
He can't be with me all the time anymore... Now just have to deal with it I guess. No more use crying every night before sleep missing him.

Im just not me already lately...
Even I get annoyed by myself. Too emotional for everything.. I cant control the stress flow.
I think Im being a brat to him too...
Its always too late to stop cause when I noticed Im being emo, I already press 'send' on my phone.
I guess Ive no one else to go to already...Everyone else in college is just as busy anyway.
I just release all my stress, my exhaustion, my anger, my impatience to him.
When I realized Ive been like a brat to people, it ate me up..
I didnt do it on purpose...
Sorry...
To anyone that I offended lately...

说谎的人，要吞一千根针哦.

有没有试过被针刺到的感觉？
这阵子，好像一直感受到这种痛。
哈哈！不是因为我修服装系啦。
不懂是不是因为跟女主角一样，是服装设计师，
看到MV，会特别地牵连到自己的心情。
宥嘉声音的感染力，就不用说了。真是催泪啊~
应该只有他一个华语歌手能够让我这样吧。
歌不断地重复，也不会厌倦。
‘伯乐’也一样。到现在也一样。

虽然应景。
但伤心时听他的歌，也对自己太残忍了吧！
好像越听越伤心， 越听越想重复它。
听了会觉得有人也明白，
哭。
也是发泄的一种。

‘伯乐’陪伴了我那段难熬的日子。
可能是这样...听着听着这首新歌，又把我牵回我那时的心情。真是很痛苦。
好像全世界把我抛弃了，很难受。
比失恋更苦。
因为那时连讲一句‘曾经拥有’也没资格。
想回去，泪水就会在眼眶打转。
听着‘说谎’的同时，在这框框打一字一句的同时...
让我更想要珍惜现在的一切一切。

Madness. At its best.

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

'Madness' can cause you to go numb sometimes.
When you always have certain expectations from it.
The me that had hide from reality, the me that always try not to expect. Im all different now.
Not sure whats up with me lately. I think Im thinking too much, but its nothing actually. Not that theres any problem, I just want to rant.
Yes openly rant. lol.
I don't wanna think about solutions, I don't wanna discuss about it, I don't wanna make trouble. I JUST WANT TO RANT.
I think over dosage of happiness really leads to catastrophe as the after math.
You know when you keep thinking about will you lose this, will you give up, what problem is waiting, what will this leads to.
I am really a noob when it comes to all this. I know I think too much, but ya, again I cant help it.
My new motto is ' Sadness is just a blardee emotion. It ll pass soon '

Ahh. I feel much better after ranting.

The Law of Emotional Choice
I therefore take back all the crap I've written.
This is totally eye-opening and mind-opening.
I choose what to feel. And I ultimately choose to feel happy :)
Emotions are from me. I am the one to choose for it to pass. And I want me to be the one choosing to be happy!
But I wanna rant to feel happy, haha. So I choose not to delete what I've posted.
Haha I guess my New Year Resolution is to choose to be happy, not to feel sorry for myself. And tolerate people around me. lol.
My horoscope says my negative point.

SUSPICION
IMPRACTICALITY
FANATICISM
PARASITISM lol
MERCILESSNESS
TARDINESS
INTRANSIGENCE
WORRY
SADISM lol
LACK OF FORESIGHT
REVENGE
PESSIMISM

And you know what, I think almost all of it are true. This will be a very hard. VERY CHALLENGING. To just be a better person in overall. But whats a new year resolution if its not challenging right lol.

Dream a lil dream of me~

Stars fading but I linger on dear...
Still craving your kiss~

Yesterday, we went dinner with my family at Starhill Gallery, Jogoya.


It was superb, I cant stop saying wow when Im in there.
To start with, Starhill was like the most classy mall Ive ever been to.
With brands like Louis Vutton, Porsche Design, and ETC. The whole place is so unlikely Malaysia lol. Oh, after you walk out of Starhill, Pavillion is just next door!

Dear claims credit for this noob but not so noob photograph of Pavilion XD
Always so silly :)

And don't get me started with the restaurants inside of Starhill. The whole place is like designed for people to spend kachingz just for eating. If only Im like super rich and stuff, gosh I ll go there and eat at every dining place they have there.
They have like art displayed everywhere too.
I saw Eng Tay's sculpture there. Recognized it as soon as I saw it haha.

And this is just me sitting at one of the chairs they have there acting silly XD




Jogoya Jogoya Jogoya~
That place is like heaven =D
Japanese buffet at its best *wink*
But prepare for the price leh. RM88++ for dinner
FUAH.
But I can tell you its damn worth the money!
You have sushi bar, chinese cuisine counter, western style cuisine counter, teppanyaki counter, DESSERT BAR with chocolate fountain,cakes,and cookies, Haagen Daz and New Zealand Ice-Cream counter!!!!
I don't even know what to start with~
But too bad I was too busy eating and hunting that I did not take a picture of that marvelous heaven XD
But my mum good lor, totally candid. haha.

After feasting like pigs, we went outside for a stroll before heading back home. Went just to walk outside of Pavillion with all the Christmas decorations =D
And took some pictures =D

And another one :p

Me and my brother =)

I think I can jolt down this as BEST.CHRISTMAS.EVER.
haha
=D

She will be loved~

I LOVE MY NEW HAIR!
Got the haircut and treatment at APT in Jusco Bkt Tinggi.
Hahaha. Find for the senior senior hairstylist Jerry =)

How I miss him...
I wish I can just move out with him right now :(